Wednesday, May 13, 2009

don't wanna fight no more

< rant >

I can't fight anymore. Limit is here, at the brim and I cannot go on anymore. No more one last try, let's try again - No. What point there is when I give in my all for this love and you barely gave..nothing? Not even two fucks. You care more about whether I did insult your best friend, or if there is anything else that you can protect, shield or side your best friend for. One more try for you to continue admiring your best friend in front of your failed girlfriend & smile & giggle whenever she is spoken of in our conversations or one more try for you to redeem yourself & make this good again?

So, what now? Best friend triumphs over your bloody girlfriend of coming 2 fucking years in exactly 16 days' time? What a right time all these came, my dear. Just when I thought I was in pure bliss, nothing I can ask for other than more time to spend with you and better days ahead. When you asked, I still thought it was ok 'cos things were going well, just exactly how I want it to be. I wished things would stay as they were but remember, they say good things don't last but bad ones last longer just so you would treasure the better ones when it comes. Good things, they don't last. Here comes the Huge problem with a capital H in bold.

Bravo. Well done. Good job! Fantastic. Excellent. So fabulous. What else can I say?

I will stop all that loving. Maybe one day when you love someone so much, you are willing to do everything for them, there is nothing that you wouldn't do for them and that someone turns their back on you, treats you less than how you oughta be treated then you'll know how hurt and painful this is. I'm not crying, not tearing either. I have made my mind that you will go one level down and more to go. And "until you love someone else?", I just pretended like I don't know what you are talking about but I totally got you. That is what you think. Just tell me how much you treasure this, or even me.

Oh wait, were you looking for a flight of stairs? Sorry, I didn't find a place big enough to build that stairs so you can get off the stage. You and everything you said to hurt, to prick & to irritate me will always be remembered.

I should be off to bed to dream of how to get more money for the supp paper for the upcoming/forth/last paper. Sigh, you win already lor, you can giggle and smile all you want.

Should I just put it simply that you were never in Team G? Fancy siding someone on the outside and not someone who is in the circle. (Y) Well done!

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Anonymous Anonymous said...

HI BFF dont worry, i'll always be in team G. the other letter that follows on doesnt even matter and will never be in this league. so why bother and give two flying fucks too? now spend your time wisely like studying for your own future and dont let others manipulate yours.

but i know its easier said than done, i know it sucks to be having such problems when your last paper is coming. screw that thought and you go bff!! (L)

May 13, 2009 at 1:34 AM  
Anonymous Evel said...

Hey, cheer up! (: and do your best for your last paper!

May 14, 2009 at 12:24 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I think for your sarcasm class, you can score A-star muahahahas !!!!! cheer up !!!

May 14, 2009 at 1:10 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

i don't know you and I just happened to stumble upon your blog a few weeks ago and found it an interesting read. Just wanted to say, two years is a long time & maybe thinking it over bef breaking up might be a good thing? Maybe she just needs a reminder that her girlfriend is after all, more important than her best friend. And that, thru this, learn to treasure you more too. Keep us all updated bout this yup. All the best G!

May 17, 2009 at 8:11 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hello Glynis. Am here to leave a tag. Update soon!

May 18, 2009 at 2:48 AM  

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