If my heart was a house, you'd be home

I promise. Next year once I start blogging, I'll notnever stop.

Blogging is an outlet for me and not blogging = keeping everything to myself. I cannot do it. I don't wanna do it. It's either that or trying to sum up my bad day in 140 characters on Twitter. It's not fun at all.


That aside, bee went Batam for a short getaway with her family. Before I left for BKK, we were arguing like mad almost everyday like it didn't matter whether I was leaving. It was the same when she was leaving. But just before we both left, everything was ok. Asking each other to be well, take care, eat well and stuff. She said (maybe not for you guys) the sweetest thing to me before she left: "Love you my baby, I will miss you. Catch you when I'm back!" It made me smile. Oh God, I'm tearing.

My phone's been silent after she left. No texts. No phone calls. No rushing to wherever my phone is when Ryan sings Love You Forever. No giggling while on the phone, no getting mad after hanging up. All until tomorrow.


I thought I'll be fine without her 'cos I always wanted some quite time alone. Now that I'm given, I don't want it. I'd rather have someone to talk to, someone to bug, someone to show what I found on the net and stuff.

This sucks.
Bee, promise me you won't go overseas anymore? Only with me? :(

You know, it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this.

3am, you're fast asleep in your cozy bed. Here I am, thinking of all the things you said and done & crying myself silly until I feel better, until I fall asleep. The whole episode since a month ago 'til now, it left me empty, disappointed & upset. This fight is not over. I wish it'd be over soon or right now because I'm exhausted. I'm tired of feeling tired.

What happened?
What happened to us?
What is it that changed?
What was it that I did that ruined the happiness?

I wished I was loved by someone the way I love you. I wanna know how it feels like, how fortunate or painful it is to be with me. Is it so fortunate that you forgot I'm human? Is it so painful that it snaps easily, the sound of my name made you think if it is worth to stay?

I've fought, I've tried, I've cried, I've done almost everything I could ever think of to show you I am worth it. I am much worthy than those trashy girls you told me about, than that girl sitting in fifth row in class that you told me is pretty.

Been wanting to cry so bad & when the song Need You Now by Lady Antebellum played, tears started running like a tap.

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk, and I need you now.
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.


I dare not think about the years. I just want to be happy in 5 days.

When you are in love, you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams

It's that feeling you get right in your core, when you look around, look at all the people you're surrounded by, and realize that these people are home. And one of the people who gave me the feeling of home, is you baby :)

I'm thankful we talked things out. I'm so glad we did. Despite disturbing Angie & bff in the cinema by texting you that night, I'm happy. 1am in the midst of the movie, I poured my heart out to you, telling you how I let us go so as to see if you'd chase us back. How I no longer cry for you, how the pain is slowly going away. And you did. You made an extra effort, go an extra mile for us.

A lot has changed, I'd say. We talked about our future, our many days together. You made me laugh more than usual. You do stupid things to upset me but to coax me, you do stupider things. You save up for driving lessons in order to drive us to wherever we wanna go, so we don't have to take the long torturous killing-us-slowly public transport. You make an effort to come down to my place and pick me before we head out (which I absolutely love, heh :)). You pay for my transport! Heh, you used to and did it again. You don't complain or grumble when I'm late for our dates. Your random "I love you bee" while we are shopping or walking dow the street makes me happy. You plan our year-end getaway and this year, it's bigger & better (not forgetting, the huge hole in our pockets :/). Every night the last thing I hear from you is "Goodnight baby, I love you" and this has never changed for the past two years, four months.

Thank you for making an effort to love me better, bb <3

Part of you pours out of me in these lines from time to time

"And there's no worse feeling than when you wake up and feel okay for a minute and then that sick feeling washes over you and you remember it's not okay."

This is what I've been feeling lately. And it sucks. You don't ever wish to be me.

And I want you to know you're as important as they are but it seems like to you, it is not enough. So I'm gonna prove it to you that you are important to me. Because you really are. You play the biggest part in my life and you don't know that. It's tough being me you know. How much I wish you can click with them and we can hang out like friends do but you can't do that for me. But I don't wanna force you. If you're happy, be that way. When you're happy, I will be too.


Work is great. Angie & Hanice is what that keep me going. I don't wanna give up this job but I know my parents want me to. I've never found so much satisfaction in my job before, this is the first time & I never thought of leaving until Angela talked about a waste of talent blah blah. Jon also told me if I were to stay there for good, it's a waste. Like, why the fuck did I take diploma in mass comm for? I know, I know.. I'm too attached to this job and the people there.

Yknow I've wanted a group of friends that I could hang out with. Mutual friends with my girlfriend & close friends. And this job gave me a group of friends that I've never thought I'd be able to be so crazy with, have so much fun with. When I'm at work, they drop by to say hi laugh laugh laugh and bye off they go. When I'm not working, we arrange to have dinner together. Sit at Mos Burger like we own the whole place, refuse to leave until they close. With them, I saw my true self. I can be effing crazy, laugh loudly like no tomorrow, cry because my heart can take no more, say the most disgusting shit ever, wear the ugliest clothes that show my flaws & feel comfy with them looking at me, do the ugliest techno shit dance in a crowded club, eat like I've never had bak kut teh all my life and they still love me the same, just as I love them. Isn't that amazing?

Thank God for putting them in my life :) x

#501 out of 1001 things I want in a lover: Someone who will do anything to see me, even if it's just for a minute

Current earworm: Lights - The Listening (Acoustic)

"Sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past, stop planning the future, stop trying to figure out precisely how we feel, and stop deciding with our mind what we want our heart to feel. more often than not, sometimes we just have to go with 'whatever happens, happens'."

Wish I could..

Been crying for the past hour. Guess I don't deserve to be happy. My happiness is always so short-lived. Wished you lived a little longer in me, happiness, my dear.

Every day I think about you half as much as I did the day before. But I'll never stop thinking about you. Your name still roll off my tongue all the time, you're a topic that I'll always bring up in conversations. Do you know that?


I wanna feel better soon. I guess I kept so much inside of me, I cannot take it anymore. I don't wanna be this sad, I wanna be okay. Just okay. Never mind if I'm not happy, because this unhappy life I've been living, I'm getting so used to it. I guess I'll be strong enough to take it all.

God, please..

When left alone with my thoughts they always turn to you

Today I:
x met a crazy aunty who kept asking everyone for money on the bus
x was late to meet bb & her sissy to help them with their work
x camwhored with them using her sissy's laptop's webcam
x am very happy because after the talk I had with bee few weeks back, she kissed me twice & hugged me a million times on her own accord today. (love you babee)
x bought durian puffs for mom & dad
x had the longest conversation with bffz over msn
x had the longest conversation with @yanhui_isdope & @hanicetsai over twitter
x am very very very very happy because of you


Happy things happened. Now my eye can stop twitching like a bitch.

Project meeting tomorrow for SBS assignment with Shermaine, Chrissy, Samuel, Swathi & bffz. Can we all have PastaMania before that? The craving has gotta stop!! :( Been craving since the event on Saturday...

Ok 3.31am, my body clock is officially ruined.


P/s: you don't know how happy you made me <3
P/p/s: bee, I really love t see you in the white tank top but hate you for not wanting t wear it out with me! :@

You're the only thing I see & I have loved you beautifully

Just say what you mean and mean what you say. Don't expect someone to read your mind, and don't play games with heads or hearts. Don't tell half truths and expect trust when the full truth comes out. Half truths are no better than lies. Don't be cold to someone you care about, indifference hurts more than angry words.


Sorry that I was cold to you. But your indifference hurt me more than anything else. And you know what? I've been hurting for a long time now.

Our last kiss

Meredith Grey: Hey.

Derek Shepherd: Hey. You almost died today.

Meredith Grey: Yeah, I almost died today.

Meredith Grey: I can't, I can't remember our last kiss. All I could think about was, "I'm going to die today and I can't remember our last kiss," which is pathetic. But the last time we were together and happy, I... want to be able remember that, and I can't Derek. I can't remember.

Derek Shepherd: I'm glad you didn't die today.

Derek Shepherd: It was a Thursday morning, you were wearing that ratty little "Dartmouth" T-shirt you look so good in, the one with the hole in the back of the neck. You'd just washed your hair and you smelled like some kind of... flower. I was running late for surgery. You said you were going to see me later, and you leaned to me, you put your hand on my chest and you kissed me. Soft. It was quick. Kind of like a habit. You know, like we'd do it everyday for the rest of our lives. And you went back to reading the newspaper and I went to work. That was the last time we kissed.

Meredith Grey: Lavender. My hair smelled like lavender... from my conditioner.

Derek Shepherd: Lavender. Huh.

I can't remember the last time we kissed.
I can't remember the last time you wanted to hold my hand.
I can't remember the last time you wanted to hold me.

I'm haunted by a sadness in this heart of mine

I realized I don't know if I love you anymore. I always said I'd love you, but I feel like I'm moving and changing while you stay static.

I'm passing you by, my dear.

In some ways I still want us to work, want this whole crazy thing full of mistakes and anger and happiness and sharing and beauty to work. But in another, larger way, I feel like I've already lost you.


(x)

I miss the sound of your voice, the loudest thing in my head

Today, I realized loving you is difficult; almost unbearable. The fights, in your words, "pull our last threads," put us "on thin ice" or "on the edge of the cliff," place "a strain on our relationship," thus being "this close to being done." I never understand how you treat me sometimes, how you point out all my flaws, how you occasionally call me unpleasant things, and how you could leave as if your life would be perfect and untouched; as if I haven't made any impact. Sometimes I really don't know why I stay with you, why I bother to fight for our relationship. You, in fact, bring out the worst of me.

But still, I've never wanted anything as much as I've wanted to be with you. You bring the best out of me. We've done so much for each other, and you and I both know that it's not worth throwing all away. In going through so much together, it's unbelievable how we both could stand all of this.
More importantly, you altered my outlook on life. You’ve changed me for the better.

The good times outweigh the bad times by tons and tons, and tons.

Drowning in your love is worth it in the ending when you remind me that you love me.

I love you, too.

(x)

The way you always were my best excuse for calling in sick on everyone else, I miss you

Happy 26th, sweetheart :)
Thank you for everything that you've done for me. No one will love me like the way you do. Thank you for going up on Singapore Flyer with me despite your fear of heights. I love you <3

We had a great day, everything went according to plan. We had Popeye's for dinner, which sucked because they ran out of mash potatoes & biscuits :( Made me really upset 'cos I've been craving for their mash potatoes & a Popeye's meal is not completed if there isn't biscuits! Thereafter, we bought tickets & went up on the flyer. My second time on the flyer, first time with baby :) It was great, 'cos it was only us & a Japanese couple! Felt like we had the whole cabin to ourselves!! After the flight, we sat by the water, took photos & went home. It was one of the best nights with baby. Wait, which night out with baby isn't the best?

 

  

The sweet corn was fab, try it on your next meal at Popeye's!

 

  

The place where you take pictures

 

I love this collage, I want to bring it home!!

 

I look exceptionally less fat here omg when I was feeling soooo ballooned :/

  

  

F1 track

 

  

Ahhh nice, I like this picture

 

  

  

  

  

  

  

Miniature $2mil condo *drools*

 

  

Our heavily photoshopped photos that costs $30

 

  

FAIR MUCH!?!!!

 

Bee said this is nice. At first I hated it but the more I look, hm nice!

 

One for my baby with the flyer! I risked falling into the water to take this photo

Thanks bff for coming over in the day for helping me with my nails :) also, thanks for the flower clip, I love it!! J said it is tissue paper...........hahaha luv you anywayzzz :) I hope you & M had a great day too!

It's okay not to be alright

"You can never tell what people are thinking and feeling unless they tell you, and usually they lie. you ask them, 'What's wrong?' and they say 'Nothing'. You accept this because it’s easier than digging for the truth. People smile when they want to cry, they laugh when they want to scream and shout. They pretend like nothing is wrong because they don't want to face the truth. Things aren't always rainbows and butterflies, sometimes you gotta scream and cry your anger and sadness to the world, because you can only hold it in for so long before something in you snaps. so when you want to cry, cry. When you want to scream, scream. Don't hide behind fake smiles, it's ok to not be alright."

I certainly am not :(

Lunch with baby today at Far East Plaza. She had cravings for chendol & ayam penyet so we went today. A sudden decision made yesterday after her steamboat dinner. Hahahaha. Love you sweetheart :> lunch was great, food was fab, company was even better. The people who had lunch there needs to learn how to talk in a six-inch voice. They laugh like it's their own place!! I couldn't even hear myself..and we also found out that the restaurant actually does deliveries around Far East!!! :D yay yay yay we went back after lunch 'cos i promised Gran I'd be home quick (quick = 3 hours :( sorry gran i love youuuu) asap.

oh, and not forgetting, I surprised baby with the comic that she wanted to get, so she can read when she's free. Love it when she roll her eyes, smiles & give that why-must-i-close-my-eyes-but-i'm-so-happy-there-is-surprise-for-me look :D she was so happy, unwrapped it immediately..ahhhh that happy look was priceless. love her so much <3

Exactly one more month to my birthday, nine more days to our 26th(!!!), four more days to Econs paper!!!! *chants* I can do it I can do it I can do it!


Headache headache headache!! so painful :( i'm gonna rest early today & wake up early tomorrow to continue studying! will be back blogging after the paper :>

For everything its worth, every breathe I take still hurts

This week, even before it ends, has been a awfully tiring one so far. One more week before I can finally take a break & say goodbye to fatigue & Econs, while I say hello to work & happier days (I really hope so)!

Yes, I said work, I didn't lie to you. I finally got a job!!! No more lazing around, doing nothing, waiting for money to drop from the sky, keep saying how I'm broke but not doing anything to save or earn. I'm so glad because the boss at the shop I'll be working at is really nice, and she's only 19!! Same as me.......how depressed. She's so successful with a shop of her own yet I'm still in the midst of completing my diploma. *sobsobz*

Been studying all day. Lunch at Ajisen with baby was pretty okay. Too much noodles, I couldn't finish. Or rather, I don't have my usual appetite today. I eat a lot lesser or a lot more when I get too stressed. :/ sighhhhh studying = headache. Econs = headache x 3498327!!!!

Baby told me today that we're going on Singapore Flyer on our next anniversary. I wonder if it's because she screwed up the previous one, thus she make it up this anniversary. But still, I really appreciate it. Why? Despite her fear of heights, she still wanna take me on Singapore Flyer. Thanks baby :> Now I can't wait to go up there with her :D

Friday tomorrow, and I'm not excited. Sissy got a week MC, which means she's gonna be home. How now brown cow? I really need a nice quiet place to study and start memorizing Econs. Baby said if we got the money, she'll book a hotel room just for us to study in peace. Ahhhh I wish :( but money is so precious and cute, I don't wanna waste it like that..I shall just stick to the uncomfy, hard chair and occasionally-cold aircon in the library with noisy guys watching videos, girls with fat fingers typing away.

I just need to bear with it for the next few days. Until 24th July, it shall be the last day I will ever touch on Econs or even talk Econs. Never ever. No fucking more. I will never do anything has gotta do with Econs. It kills too much of my brain cells! Oh, on a lighter note, Chrissy, Shermaine, bff & I will be going for steamboat after our paper on Friday!! <3 Can't wait to hang out with them & talk cock. After the exams, I MUST GO TO JEMI'S PLACE! Been saying this but not doing it at all. DIE DIE ALSO MUST GO OVER!

Ok back to Econs :( sighhhhhh

p/s: i hope things get better between us, baby. i love you :>

Maybe I'm not your everything & I'm never ever gonna be

Another day of hardcore mugging
Another day of reading Econs notes & only Econs notes
Another day of sitting at the long table in the library with bff
Another day of buying drinks/food from Cafe Galilee

I want 24th to come quick but then again, I need more time to study :(

 

When can we have some alone time :(
i miss cuddling with you bee.
i miss staying over at your crib,
like we own the whole house,
like this is a brand new life of ours together.

i want to feel loved again ♥  P/s: i feel like eating cup kimchi noodles now :(

Scriptedrama is going away...

Yupp, I'm going away on a short trip with my family. I know I haven't update this space in awhile but I'll definitely do so when I'm back from the trip! No, no worries, I'll be back with a picspamxzxz teehee!

These days I've been really busy with school, settling family matters and spending quality time with bff, bb & sissy. Yeh, you didn't hear wrongly, I'm talking about my sis. We grew closer ever since I told her about bb & I. I don't know if it's a good thing or not but, I sure hope it is. She is still annoying at times and this time, is one of the times!!!! She's blabbering away about how lousy budget flights are when she haven't been on one yetttt. NAICE ONE OK SISSY!

Luggage packed, bag unpacked, essay not finalised not sent t bff! Won't be around to hand in my GP essay so bff is gonna help me with it. Like what momma said just now, "Yanhui gotta be responsible for it hor, make sure she hands in for you yeh" you hear mama tan, you peachy bffz!? Hahaha love you nong time bffz, thanks for everythinggggg. Especially my *mess* before this trip. Please watch over (i didn't say check hor) me galgalxzxz when i'm not around ok tweet her text her call her visit her do whatever you want ok hahahaha AND PLEASE STUDY HARD FOR YOUR CLASS TEST OMG YOU MUST PASS OK DO MAMA PROUD ALRIGHTY and do your best for the GP essay ok jia youuuuuuu!! If meowz bully you, tell me when I'm back ok i will kp her to deathzzzzz okbye love lob lub luv you nong nong time!
And to my galgalxzxzxz :> this mess made me realised how thankful i am to have you, my one and only family that i truly love and care for. you are the bezzzzzz ♥ I love you so much bee, please prove t me that you wil behave ok teeeheee never mind i got a spy t check on you already~~ hahaha don't bother about her too much ok, sometimes she is just kidding so you can just shoot her nbcb her also never mind alrighty 'cos her galgalxzxz also kp me, SAY I UNFRIENDLY LEH 'COS I REPLIED 'No.' TO HER SIMS3 TEXT HOR BLOODY HELL MEOW YOU BETTER WATCH OUTTTT hahahaha ok anyway i love you, take care of yourself & ulcer, please go away kthxbaiiii enjoy babyjavier's celebration ok (L)

To my plurkies/tweeties, takeeeeee care of yourselves and we'll tweet/plurk when I'm back okayyyy I'll tweet/plurk when i'm in the hotel, hopefully they've got wireless ok love you guys, thanks for *the talk* s & k :> really helped me a lot!
To my favourite girls, I miss y'all so so so much. I talk about our times so often to yanhui that she's also missing you guys too! We need girls time soon alrighty after i'm back!! Need t catch up over cuppa :> luv you guys, take care & update me when i'm back!!! <3


Oh, happy birthday Kwai :) have a blastin' time, talk soon! Take care :>
And Cheryl Lim, happy birthday in adv!! Nudge me on msn plzzzz haven't talked t you in awhile!

*sings I'm leaving on a jetplane*


bye blogosphere
i'll tweet/plurk when i get wifi there :)

Rise & shine to a headache and a question

Love is a funny thing. You expect it to be easy. You expect it to be a world of roses and laughs and perfect moments that you find only in movies. You expect her to always say the right thing, and always know exactly how you feel, or exactly how to react to it. You expect her to calm you down when you're yelling or to chase you when you run away. You expect so much that you feel entirely, and utterly defeated when something doesn't exactly match up with all your plans. But that's the thing. Love isn't a plan. It doesn't have a certain beginning & it certainly has no end or visible finish line to those deeply in it.

It is only mid-week, and I anticipate for a very well-rested weekend with my love. We planned to stay in her cozy crib with chips & our favourite dvds & feel each other's presence. Come dinner time, we'll satisfy our cravings. The phone with her few hours ago (which lasted for a good seventy-five minutes) was all food talk. It makes the both of us hungrier than ever, but too lazy to let the growling of our tummies go silent. Because both of classes start at different times, ever since I started class, we spend lesser & lesser time with each other. This gives the two of us time to think and to miss.

I still believe that absence makes the heart fonder. The lesser I see her these days, the more often I go 'Hi beeeee, I miss you' in our texts & phone calls. This, me likey :)


p/s: she called me princess last night when i texted her goodnight after our phone-call & i was so smitten.
p/p/s: i love you baby, even if you're gonna continue slurring your speech like how you did over the phone.

A love so intimate that our words need not be said

It is easier said than done :)

Class on Friday was dreadful. But the train ride home, was perfect. Bff went City Hall for her facial (& FINALLY changed her vintage phone!) while I alighted at Outram & headed straight home for cozy tv dinner. Thanks for the Memories is so..good. It makes me think so much. Adore her books. I can't wait to finish this and Goodnight, Beautiful so I can get Lessons in Heartbreak!!!!!!!

We all get lost once in a while, sometimes by choice, sometimes due to forces beyond our control. When we learn what it is our soul needs to learn, the path presents itself. Sometimes we see the way out but wander further and deeper despite ourselves; the fear, the anger or the sadness preventing us returning. Sometimes we prefer to be lost and wandering, sometimes it's easier. Sometimes we find our own way out. But regardless, always, we are found.
—Cecelia Ahern (Thanks for the Memories)

I woke up early to have breakfast with the family at Ikea Tampines on Saturday morning. I feel like time is wasted having breakfast because I'd rather sleep than to eat, but this is one thing that mom really appreciates the two of us doing. And on 2009's new year resolutions, one of them includes having breakfast with the family once a fortnight. I brought the camera out but left it in my pocket & totally forgot about it 'cos I was busy trying to keep myself warm! It was really cold in the cafeteria. I had awful pancakes, damn plain. (N) The bowl of mee siam that Zel had was pretty good, not better than SJC's canteen's, definitely :D After breakfast, we went to walk around. Put off my full length mirror plans again. No space for it :( Bought two towels (which only cost $4.90 each!) in my shade of red & a blue one.

Then we headed over to Giant! Groceries shopping, my favourite thing to do. But mom hates it whenever we're around. Hahaha we'd just put a lot of stuff into the trolley without them knowing :D bought Japanese crispy chicken & seaweed chicken! yayyyyy

Headed home, tried to nap but failed. Watched telly, girlf called & I started preparing. She came to pick me at around 4plus & we took a bus to Tampines One! She was feeling hungry so we went straight to Thai Express upon arrival. 'twas yummilicious!

 

While waiting for food, she snapped this. Still very obsessed!

 

Curls look better now, IMO!

 

  

  

  

Beef glass noodles! (L)

 

Tom Yum Goong! Damn good

 

Crispy prawn balls! I eat this all the time when I'm in BKK

 

Phad Thai noodles, I will order this on our next visit!

 

Hungry girlf :)

Shopped around, bought bread from the Japanese bakery that Zoe recommended! (Ban, I hope you're safe in Genting now ♥ luv you!) Diva is boring now, although I just love going in there. Prices increased so much! Three bangles for $23, a pair of lightweight earrings for $19!? Wayyyyyy overpriced

Took a bus back. Went to Best Denki to check out the iTouch & the earpiece. Girlf said it is either Sims 3 or iTouch. :( I really want both! I didn't want her to spend too much on me as she don't work, she save up all these money & I do feel bad for overspending. I wanted to talk to mom about it first then we'll see how it goes. Hopefully mama will get it for me!


Sunday was spent at home, as usual but the unusual thing is, Aunt Shirley, Uncle Eric & their two girls came over for dinner. They bought chicken wings from Crystal Jade for us :) Dinner was fab, with the six of us squeezing at our dining table. Cozy wozy! After dinner, we watched Night at the Museum on Channel 5. Brought the two girls with Zel to the supermarket to get ice-cream. Jenae is getting very mischievous! Whenever I tried to steal her food, (I mean, in the playing way) she'd hit me. If I took her waterbottle, she'd complain! Hahahaha super cute when she pout and complain.


Badminton today was greeeeeat. Jac came with J, Zel couldn't make it as she had a last minute appointment with Godma. So we met at the mall, took a cab in, made payment for our booking & started playing! I forgot to bring shuttercock. I was so absent minded. Girlf didn't remind me 'cos she didn't wanna be naggy and thought I'd bring it. :x Went to the 7-11 & bought one whole roll. Really lousy ones. After the game, we ate a little at Mac's. No garlic chili sauce at that Mac's outlet :((((

 

This is what it became after a few games! How lousy

 

Our things

 

  

Girlf the prooo

  

Jac the 'coach' hahahah

Oh, let me show you my recent buys! I haven't really shopped in awhile. As in shop productively! I wanted to buy this dress online and the girl didn't reply me. Not fated to be mine or what??

 

From Cotton On for $10!

 

Lovely bow ring :D

Got the both two items on Thursday at Hougang Mall. Was there for lunch with mama!

 

Electric eraser & refills from Daiso given by Godma!

Before I forget, there's another person who took my username & used it as hers. Bravo, girl! Way to go. To think we were friends. =/ Forget it, I'm gonna confront her if she doesn't reply my message to her on Twitter. Is it better if I blog once in a while or should I do it on a daily basis? I just feel so lazy sometimes. I will try to the blogging-daily vibe back though. It's just tiring to edit the photos and all. But if I don't blog, you can always read my tweet & plurks! :D I update regularly, thanks to tweet.sg :)

Tomorrow, it's a bffs day out!! We're gonna go for sushi, then to get some diy stuff! Yay finally some girl time for me. Outing with Sass on Thurs isn't confirmed. No swimming for me, pleaseeeeeeeeee, no bikini either!! :( :( please have mercy on me omg. Before I go, I shall leave you with one of my favourite quote from the book.

I always thought our marriage could survive anything as long as we both tried. But then I found myself having to try to try. … What was the thing that could make two people want to spend every day of the rest of their lives together? Ah, I found it. It was a thing called love. A small simple word. If only it didn’t mean so much, our marriage would be flawless.
—Cecelia Ahern (Thanks for the Memories)

Have a great Tuesday, guys!