I'm putting all your memories on the shelf 'cause I don't need you or anybody else

I know why I was moody last night and have been feeling moody ever since. Because it is PMS.

 

  

  

  

Finally some visuals.

Mac's breakfast this morning was extremely good. I don't mind waking up early for a good breakfast. Padhman's class was as usual, very boring and we were told to write a report but none of us were bothered. Bff & I was bitching & busy being gossip mongers. We were like saying, so what if some people are rich but they are not happy, what's the whole point? Why should we envy them? Some people are so popular, so famous & they seem like they lead a perfect life to you but in actual fact, they do not. No true friends, no loved ones by their side, no one there to help them through their difficult times. But we..we do. Not rich enough to splurge $10k daily but rich enough to feed ourselves with good food and new clothes to wear. Not popular, nor famous but contented this way. Shouldn't we all just learn to love & treasure?

Don't forget, there are some people out there who have to worry if they have enough food to eat tomorrow, enough money to use, clothes to wear tomorrow and all that.

During lunch break, bff left to meet M for lunch and we stayed in class 'cos we got TVRP in the noon. LKL came super early into the class and all those in the class were like :O at him when he walked in. He said he was not early but on time. (hm, right..class starts at 12.15pm and you reach at 11.45am. a tad too on time?) Shim came during break time. I feel like I haven't seen all of us together in class for a long time. Remind me when was the last time we had lunch together. Jems, myself, Shim, Zoe, Marc? And now with bff. Never. Not once. Disappointing, really. Last sem already we gotta make the best out of it :( we were given to do this assignment on radio report. We wrote about the Bugis hoax and dashed off out of class immediately after we were done with it. I just wanted to go home. It was drizzling so we walked to the train station instead of waiting for the shuttle bus.

I feel so sleepy now I just took the medicine and it caused drowsiness... PMS-ing is bad. Really bad. I can say the meanest thing to you straight in your face but don't mean it. I get agitated so very easily, I can blow up at you anytime. I get scary, so scary that I scare myself just now. I hate being in this fucked up mood :(

I managed to find out how to add subtitles to movies that I downloaded from torrent. I was damn excited about it just now but not anymore. The feeling just died off. TGIF. Honestly. TGIF even though I'm gonna spend the weekend lazing and putting on more weight by sitting around and doing nothing. I'm just glad I can finally sleep in all day :) Goodnight bunnies xx

Remind me that we'll always have each other when everything else is gone.