I wanna hold you baby, right or wrong

I know we may not be the best or perfect couples around. We fight, we argue but before the day ends, we kiss and make up, apologise for the wrong diction that hurt either one of us or being harsh, rude and giving attitude. We are like every imperfect couples out there. But what made us unique is not the similarity in gender, us walking into the same restroom together or how often we've used both the A and F word in our conversations or little sweet talks here and there. It is our love, the chemistry & passion that makes us stand out.

Whenever you are not around, you are still here in my thoughts as it has always been. For the next two weeks, you being physically near me would probably be less than 24 hours but you know I am with you all the time. Wherever I may be, busy or not, always know you have me. Two weeks sounds long and the first thing that hit me was being without you for a week was hardly possible, much less two weeks and also missing our 21st anniversary celebration. Being the usual negative self, I don't think I could survive through that two weeks & I was very upset about missing our anniversary since I already had something planned. But thank God for the phone calls, text messages and instant messaging. We'll rely a lot on the three greatest inventory for next fourteen days. Not forgetting, time flies. Fourteen days would be up before we knew it. And our anniversary. You promised you would accompany me whenever I need you to after two weeks and we'll have a post-anniversary celebration :)


Just know that I am happy being miserable with you.

Not about being miserable or drowning ourselves in this misery but the whole point is we are going through this together and for me, it is you that I am going through this with. And that..that makes it all worthwhile. You make these painful days endurable, you also made me realise that we can live off a simple life like that as well. Simple lunches & dinners at food courts or hawker centers, whole afternoon of window shopping, walking around aimlessly around the heartland areas or just sitting at a fast food restaurant enjoying each others company. We talk less about high end things and maybe occasionally how we want certain things but more about how we should save up for future raining but happy days.

In our 21 months long relationship, the happiest time I ever had with you and you alone is Valentine's day 2009. And I look forward to more happy and happier times with you.

I love you J. You're my everything, my what's happening.
Our first and last separation made me realise that no one will ever be able to replace you in your place. I'm gonna stickwitu forever xx



P/s: Calling to just say 'I love you' is the cutest thing you have ever done in the longest time. You know I love you too, needless to say ♥