I'm not aware of how I could possibly love you without aching

Oh, LV love :)

Badminton was so, so good yesterday. I have to admit I never loved sports this much. I'm going to do it again, and I'm gonna do it on a weekly routine. Yesterday was probably the first time in few years since I last moved my muscles!!

And it is causing my whole body to ache like hell now............

Well, the result for not exercising regularly!! Bb said we'll gym next week but gotta plan again to fit Zel's and her timetable. Speaking of timetable, I'm jobless. One more week and class starts. Holy crap :(

And today, I was supposed to go over to Jems' for movie marathon but sighhh fever have to ruin it! It was horrible last night. Burning up at 38.6deg and I sat in front of the lappie all the way 'til 3am. Too hot I couldn't sleep at all!!

When you are sick, in bed, can't sleep and bored, you surf the net. So that is what I did for the past few days when I don't watch The Hills. Guess what I found! Super cutesy things :)

 

  

  

Hello Kitty or flowers? 

  

Katy Perry!

  

  

Hospital de Hello Kitty!

  

Effing cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  

  

 Hello Kitty AK47

  

Damn cute shoes that I wouldn't wear out if I have them!

Oh, today, Aunty Shirley & cousins came over :))))) totally made my day. My lovely voice kinda scared them. How horrible, I sound like a boy! And I spent the whole time job hunting, sending resumes and thinking of movies to watch/download, new psp games to download.

AND GUESS WHAT CAME IN THE MAIL TODAYYYY!!! The black bow headband I bought from Hippielippie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D I'm in love with it. My mom thinks I'm nuts for buying it at $10 hahaha. I'm contemplating to get the red one now. Or blue one?? Indecisive!

Ok, that's all folks. I'm gonna go watch The Hills or Gossip Girl. While blog-hopping, someone had to be spoiler and kinda blogged about the ending. Oh thanks much! I have to watch it 'cos I heard _ said _ to _!!!!!!!!! OK BAI

P/s: One week to our 2nd year :)
P/p/s: and no plans at all. :/

That's a shame that love can't make you stay

I'm so damn pissed off. I bought a striped vest for bb through a pre-order which means I've to make payment and wait for about 2-3 weeks before the item gets to me. I made payment, told the girl the transaction reference for her to check if the payment is in and all. After waiting in vain for about two weeks, I emailed her to ask about the status of the vest. GUESS WHAT? SHE DIDN'T TAKE IN MY ORDER, DIDN'T BOTHER TO EMAIL TO ASK AT ALL. Some kind of responsible seller she is huh. Okay, I would say partly it was my bad for not reading her email thoroughly before I make conclusion that I need not reply her email at all. In her email she said she needed my details which I have already given her but she needed my address which I completely missed out. But when I didn't reply her, she should have the responsibility to email me and ask, no? This is fucking fucked up. And now she said order is closed, items arrived, all mailed out and she have to refund me.

I'm not upset because she's irresponsible (duh?) but upset because i waited for something i really like in vain for weeks!

I swear, I already have bad impressions of her because 1) she is very unfriendly, 2) she is rude, 3) this incident - no responsibility. I'm not revealing what's the name of the shop or the url but if you ask me, I might tell you.


x TVRP exam guidelines
x Shimmy came for class!!!!!! (L)
x waiting for bus = HOT SUN HUMID HEAT DIE
x went Vivo City for lunch + a lil' shopping after class
x Long John Silver for lunch
x unproductive shopping but Jems bought a  F21 neon pink 'I ♥ my boyfriend' tunic
x took train home, met bff, bought food up to my place
x watched telly, played Pet Society, watched Ellen :D
x bff left before dinner, I went to rest/talk to bb

NO VISUALS, BOOHOO :(

I've been looking for a new phone. This Nokia 6500S has been with me for a year now but it is such a pain in the ass! Memory card cannot function, hangs once in every while, battery life: 2 days if I don't text/call often, dropped it a lot of times, music player sucks. I want a new phone with WIFI hehe can go on MSN anytime anywhere :D

I got my eye on a few...

 

Samsung F480

  

Nokia E75

  

Nokia E63

I don't know if I should get a QWERTY keypad one or a touchscreen one. There's both good and bad reviews for both. I don't mind either one, as long as they have the functions I want in a phone! But because I want something different, not something that one of my family members already have. Che is using Samsung F480 now. Mom's gonna get Nokia 5800 XpressMusic. So I think I will take Nokia E75! Hehe plus it is available in red, black and copper yellow! RED! RED!! RED!!!

I'm feeling the ache... :( everywhere. Mom said it is caused by insufficient rest/sleep. I'm going to sleep early tonight, my eyes are still very painful but not as bad as yesterday. THANK GOD MR LIM CANCELLED TOMORROW'S CLASS! Time for me to sleep in until it's time for me to get up :) meeting bb tomorrow going over to her place for lunch and dinner after that ^^ yay finally some time with bb. Even though I see her everyday but we don't talk much, neither do we get to spend much time together. It's been two weeks since I last spent some alone time with her. Time really flies man..

OH one more thing before I go, I JOINED PLURK.COM! I was asked to join by Zoe but I didn't get down to do it. Today I finally did! It's so cute, there's some kinda karma points system and cute emoticon! So if you have plurk / twitter, follow me (that's what they are called) on Plurk or Twitter!

 

The wonders of Adobe Photoshop
(Credit: Complex.com)

But I forget myself when I don't have you

I didn't have time to update the past few days as I said this two weeks will be assignment-intense week, which is good for me. Finally to get down to work and do some revision. Work those brain cells!

 
Still sneezing but felt a lot better so I went ahead to school in the morning, even though I don't have to attend the tutorial at all. For the attendance's sake! And the assignments. I got questions to ask so I went. Bff was so so so so so insanely crazy over Iknowwho :) Girlfriend was at school, to make payment and do the TOELF test. And guess what? She surprised me with fresh red pleasant-smelling strawberries!!!! They are my favourite :) Thanks bb you are so wonderfool!

We took a bus and went for lunch together at Orchard Swensen's for the 1-for-1 lunch treat!

 

  

  

 

Cheap or what, the bill only came up to $36 for the three of us! After that we went to Far East for Slice :) AGAIN HAHAHAHA

 

with additional crushed oreos

I was sleepy, so was bff but I needed to finish the assignment so I suggested to head back home early. We all agreed. Took train, and bff changed her mind. She went home to get her lappie and came over to my place.

So the day ended with me turning in after a very very tired day of writing essay at 11pm :)

On Wednesday, which was yesterday, I had Mac's breakfast with Zel in the morning before heading to school. I was energetic, having at least 8 hours of sleep the night before :) Bought breakfast for Jems as well! We were very unlucky. Got to school and Jems was in tee and shorts. That stupid lady caught her for wearing a shorts that is too short. As stated in the rules, bottoms length must not be 4 inches above knee. RIDICULOUS! We paid so much to be in MDIS and this is what we get? SERIOUSLY!!!! In the end, she was sent home after taking her name down. I didn't like the idea of her being left alone and I didn't want her to miss class so I said we go to the void deck nearby to wait for Marc. Jems planned to cab in to avoid that lady. While waiting for Marc, Jems was eating her breakfast and this Indian guy came and went, "You got two dollar?? You got two dollar?" Freaked the shit out of us. Marc came and we took a cab without getting checked at the gates again! PLAN SUCCEEDED!!

It was really a very unlucky day for Jems. We went into class, Jems wanted to buy drinks so we went. Guess what? THE DAMN MACHINE DON'T WANNA TAKE HER COINS! We tried a few times before we finally gave up. Walked back and Jems was THIS close to opening the wrong classroom's door! Thank God I was quick enough to call her else............tsktsktsk!

Jems wanted to have fun choy for lunch but school's canteen was sold out of it so we went to the 7-11 convenience store opposite the train station and sat "by the bay" to have our lunch. Ok by the chess table with hell lot of elderly and birds around -.- Talked about random stuff. I was too energetic, she was too tired. Which resulted in a lot, heaps of laughter and nonsense coming from us!

Unlucky day, much.
Thank God the rest of the day went on well for her, phew!

Bff came over when I got home and we did our work as usual but she left early to meet her friends. Aunt came over with her two kids & Gran again :) I taught her to online shop and she bought a top and a dress from bonitochico.livejournal! I bought a f21 dress, and a top both in navy :) heh heh finally got new clothes!

And today, it was our tv news production for TVRP :) I'm glad it went well even though I looked horrible in the video. Seriously, the next Lim's class - I'm with you Zoe - REMIND ME NOT TO ATTEND. He's gonna play it in class :(

The killer heels killed me. I ended up taking a cab back. Bff came and we finished our PR essay!!!!!!!!! She is finally starting on her JNB essay and I'm touching up on my JNB essay. YAY YAY YAY oh oh and Agri's joining our group for ASEP and she has done it already which means we only need to edit it a bit here and there before we hand up!!!! :D

Okay, I shall reply the comments that are worth bringing my attention to.
Reply to the anonymous:
I wouldn't be surprised if she said she'd buy them for me either. My girlfriend, she is not the romantic type but to her showering me with gifts is a way to show that she loves me. She is not very good with words, in fact, she is a someone of a few words. She doesn't know how to express herself well enough in a way to make her feel comfortable expressing. Showering me with gifts is one of the ways she does it. Some others would be bringing me to a nice restaurant for dinner, surprising me with my favourite food/games/whatnots & etc.

I don't make use of her, I am very very aware of that. Not guilty, definitely. You could say that in your point of view, because you are an outsider, you didn't see how I refuse gifts from her all the time or how we get into silly arguments because I didn't want her to buy me anything whenever she insisted. One of our arguments recently was because I refused her gifts when she just wanted to buy me something because, as she claims, she didn't buy me anything recently and she wants to, which I really really think it is not necessary to waste the money.

I don't blog about everything on my blog. I don't go like, yeh I bought two RL shirts at one go for her and all that. And yes I did. Did I blog about that? Nope, I didn't. Sometimes I just don't feel like, yknow. I don't want everyone to know about everything I do and all that. If my girlfriend wants to blog about it, she will do it in her own spac.

DO NOT JUDGE ME because only God can judge me. I hate it when people do that. You don't even know me personally yourself, don't do that. You wouldn't like it if someone judged you either, no? Like what bff said, for this coming 22nd anniversary, I bought her something that burnt a hole in my pocket but I know she is worth the whole budget plan I'm doing to save up and everything else :)

But all in all, thank you for the comments. It shows what people think of me, also good to know that there are people who are actually nice enough to comment my mistakes and hoping for change.


Ok long entry till then!
I'm off to bed ^^
p/s: TGIF!!!!!!!

My true fear? Losing someone

Guess what the postman brought me!

 

:D

My long awaited doodle organizer!!

I'm starting to like sprees......

Off to school now! x

I should've been trying to prove that you were all that mattered to me

Gave school a miss to rest at home. The pain was unbearable. I stayed in bed until 11pm. I forced myself to get up. I really wanna get things done, that's why.

Today was well-spent, despite the pain. I did a lot of what I always wanted to do when I have time at home. It helped to distract me away from the pain. Well, I doddled on my organiser for a start. Pinpointed all the important dates so I wouldn't forget. Also wrote what I did for the past week ^^ I watched a little of Grey's. Had lunch with mom, and a very long talk. Mailed out all the packages. Watched Grey's again while talking to bff over MSN. Downloaded the movie Because I Said So, watched a little & moved on with Grey's. (Very addicted, I know) Watched Ellen! Called bee after that since we can't text much. We spoke for 45 minutes before I went for dinner with mom.

DID I JUST SEE THAT THE RED JUMPSUIT APPARATUS IS COMING TO DOWNTOWN EAST!?!!!! OMG ME WANT ME WANT is anyone gonna be nice and treat me to the concert ^^ I'll be grateful!

   

    

  

  

  

  

  

Don't you just love Made Her Think & CCSkye?

I'm playing with Polyvore. So bored :( I'm gonna go watch Grey's while waiting for bee to be done with her search of her cert. She's gonna register for school tomorrow! Yay and she's gonna come pick me after that for lunch. Gonna have lunch at Plaza by the Park :D Bff will/might be coming over to my place in the noon. Yay I like to plan my days.


So really, why did Chris Brown beat Rihanna? Watch the video!!

Across thousands of miles from home where I should be & I miss you so badly

Total expenditure: $51 + iBanking $32.24 = $83.24
Feeling: Fucking happy but at the same time, heart painsxz for the damange made

(Y)(Y)(Y)
BUDGET PLAN CONTINUES TOMORROW
Damage is way too big :( I need to save up for cam, for anniversary, for good food, for more shopping sprees and for happy stayovers.

School was great today but got ruined by the construction outside of the classroom. We were all "omg fuck you shut up leh we're trying to concentrate here leh cb! nb sia" then the drilling stopped until break time, it continued. SERIOUSLY KILLING ME I cannot stand disruptions like this. If it continues on Wensday (no class tomorrow, oh yeh oh yeh oh yeh~) I will ask Dad to complain. Buay tahan = cannot take it.

 

 

Yummy cookies that Jems brought to school to share with us ^^ before I had my first bite, I was like, "Omg, very nice!" The cookie has got this very nice smell. Very very nice yummy you-have-to-eat-me smell. Love it. It's from Candy Empire :) And that's the peach, my bee eff eff who drained my psp's battary after playing throughout break time. SANKS PEACH

After school, bff & I went to Far East to have lunch while waiting for beeloved to come :D -beams

 

 

We had lunch at this Indo place on the 5th floor. (Y)(Y)(Y) My diet plan is ruined. SANKS TO YEW BFF! But lunch was really good. Beeloved came & we went to buy my jacket!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I AM. SO. DAMN. HAPPY. Even though it burned quite a big hole in my pocket (I almost went ahead with "pocket in my hole" whoa koolz). Pictures later!

We were bored and had nowhere to go so we settled down to desserts at Slice.

 

  

YUMZ

Very good dessert :) Beeloved &I had the strawberry one, while bff had the mango one. I must try Breakfast in Bed! Looks appealing on the menu.

We went to collect bff's shorts & walked over to Isetan. Walked around & tested some perfumes. Mine is finishing soon :( :( time to decide on which one to get. Lancome Miracle, my all-time fav or Escada again? Hm spoilt with choices, really. Beeloved wanted to eat but bff wasn't feeling well so she went back first. We walked her to the tain station & we went to Wisma. Ended up buying BreadTalk -.- kutez no? We went straight home after that.

 

  

  

HEY YOU NO LOOK AT MY FACE & THE BACKGROUND OK

Super happy :) Thanks bee for chipping in & carrying my bags today heh heh

I have a love-hate relationship with the rain. When it rains (reminds me of Paramore), I love it when I'm prepared to stay home and snuggle in bed or just laze around and watch the rain. But I really hate it when I have big & amazing plans that I was looking forward to or when I'm on the streets with no transport of my own & no umbrella.

No class tomorrow, yay! Which also means movie + snack + snuggling time with beeloved :) double yay! Finally some time for me to rest and stay at her place. I don't know why but whenever I go to her place, I just feel like lying on her bed & unknowingly I would fall asleep for a very very long time hahah shiok!


Oh by the way bff, SHUT UP ABOUT MY NAILS ALREADY OK I leave them as it is, you kp. repainted them, you also kp. WHAT YOU WANT SIA REALLY ok jk lub chew peach (L) c u on flyday!

The sun still rises & so does the moon.

Birds still migrate south & people move on.

I've thought myself out of happiness one million times, but never once into it

So good to be back home :)

We met at Outram Park train station, and had difficulties finding our way so we took a cab instead. Checked in and the room really wowed us.

 

  

  

  

  

toilet to i let toilet

PRETTY NOT PRETTY NOT PRETTY NOT!!!!!!!!
Very pretty rightttttt, I lieeeeeeeeeeee

We stayed in the room until it was about 6.30pm and we went Wisma for dinner. Din Tai Fung was extremely packed, the queue was erhfidhoeifwe long!!!! :( But never mind we went to FoodRepublic instead. We had yummy Korean bbq! :D

 

But because we had to share our table..

..so no photos of the yummy food :(

After dinner we walked to Plaza Singapura and did groceries shopping hahaha. Bought chips, chocolates, drinks, cup noodles and whatnot :) We also bought the redcurrent biscuit from Marks N Spencers!

We were carrying quite a bit of things so we cabbed back to the hotel. Showered, washed up and watched telly. Had cup noodles at 1ish haha we almost forgot about it! Talked and stuff, slept at around 4am.

 

  

  

  

  

  

  

 You are getting fairer and fairer my dear..

The next morning we woke up at 8am to get ready for breakfast heh!

 

  

  

Ignore my breakfast please hahah it's pathetic

Went back up to the room after breakfast, packed our stuff and checked out. Amazingly, the two of us weren't ridiculously exhausted unlike the other time at the chalet. Took a bus to Dhoby Ghaut and went on our seperate ways.

Dinner at the club was..boring. I had the kids meal, didn't have the appetite for anything. Left the place at 8pm and headed home. I need to get a organizer 'cos the one I'm using now is running out of pages for me to write, which means.....

Took out my iBanking device and started clicking and typing..... :P

 

Got this from Fredflare through a spree

And also some badges from IndieSin for Zel and my two nieces, Pearlyn & Natalyn :)
No more spendings after this, I promise!!! For the next few months I will be on super tight budget to save money. Heh

School's at 8.30 am tomorrow, waking up at 6am!! Which means no late nights, no Grey's :( Meeting the breast flen foreva to go to school she is going to be my classmate cum breast flen foreva cum lunch buddy from tomorrow onwards hoho! I am turning in after this gets published & comments will be replied tomorrow but before I leave..................................

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"Will you be mine again?"

"Yes, in every language :)"

And yes, we're back as one.
I am whole again =)

Thanks bee, for the waterproof toy camera & the fabulous second Vday with you :) I love you!