Friday, May 29, 2009

 



第七百三十天,晴

今天是我们在一起的七百三十天,也是我们的两周年纪念日!真的不知该说什么,想说的都在每个月大大小小的一大堆纪念日说了。

时间过得很快,不知不觉中,我们已经在一起两年了。很多人说,在一起久了对对方会很厌倦,但是我还是仍然地爱你那么深 ^^

谢谢你常常陪我很晚睡
谢谢你常常背我的负担
谢谢你常常哄我开心
谢谢你常常买我喜欢吃的食物
谢谢你在风雨中陪着我
谢谢你给了我说不完的快乐
谢谢你的温柔
谢谢你的耐心
就重要的,谢谢你的爱 :)

是爱你的哦,黄洁营同学!


Over the years, we grew up together & grew closer. We changed in different ways. Be a good change, or a bad change, we still grew closer then ever. Remember all the pinky promises we made? I will never forget them, you shouldn't too.

Happy second year of loving, baby. I love you :)

P/s: Hog's Breath Cafe for dinner, and Night at the Museum 2 with bb tomorrow. Will be bringing the dslr out teehee hopefully we get to take a lottttt of pictures!

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Tuesday, May 26, 2009

#475

#475 things I want in a lover:

Someone who will hold my hand and then smile when I look at them in wonder.

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The only thing that matters

"Stop talking about love. Every asshole in the world says he loves somebody. It means nothing… What you feel only matters to you, what you do to the people you say you love, that’s what matters– the only thing that counts."

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Monday, May 25, 2009

I don't miss you, but I miss who you used to be


Saturday//
Bloody sick, fever, nose, cough, throat
Han's for lunch
Shopping @ FEP
Bought a dress
Bb bought a Topman cardigan
Pasir Ris MRT, walked to Downtown East
Reminded me of bb's 20th birthday chalet, so much fun we had
Went to Corinne's 21st birthday celebration bbq!
So honored to be invited ^^ hope you like the dress, C! Enjoy yourself at BKK :)
Stayed 'til about 10ish
Walked to White Sands, took 89 back home

Happy birthday, ah meow//meowlyn//m//act one van der Woodsen :)

Sunday//
Home all day
The Hills & CJ7 kept me busy
So glad Kay Kay won S factor!!

 
 
Shenae Grimes on JustJared

You'd know her as Annie Wilson if you watched 90210. I don't get it why people hate her so much on the show. I thought she was quite likable! And rumors said that she's gonna turn into a bad girl in 90210 S2. She's been a goody good two shoes for way too long. Some drama for Annie! I like her pair of lace leggings, so pretty.


Taken from: failblog.org

ONE SLUT TO GO PLEASE!
Seeeeeeriously, Raffles Hotel??? I wonder what 'Slut' this is. Food or whatever it is. I really wanna know. Damn kpo!

School's starting next week and I happily spent the entire (almost) two weeks break lazing at home. Job-hunting just now. Sent out my resume at least more than 10x!! I'm hoping to get some replies tomorrow. Candy Empire, which I sent my resume to last week, called me this afternoon! And due to some issues, they are gonna call me back on Monday instead. I hope they put me at Harbourfront instead of Millinia Walk. Travelling from Queenstown - City Hall - Sengkang/Bukit Panjang = DIE DIE DIE! Talking about Queenstown, I need to make payment for remodule really soon :( byebye $241

On a lighter note, coming Wednesday we're gonna go play badminton again but it is with Aunt Shirley! Looking forward :> Thursday, hanging out with my girls!! Sexcited. Though I don't know what are we gonna do hehe. Oh, this reminds me. WHEN IS OUR BFF TIMES HUH BFF!? BLOODY HELL.

Ok bye this space is getting so boring. I've recovered so it's time for my camera to be back in action. :)

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Friday, May 22, 2009

Because I'm one of the lucky ones..

..to be in love and in love with the right person; you.

To most of you, this may be nothing but to me, it is something.


The latter may be an old photo of us but looking at it now does bring back some memories. Yoshinoya, studying for Os, both dressed in red, happy and giggly. It is one of my all-time favourite photo of us, how can I not remember that?

Laugh, you may but it melted my heart when I saw these photos made out of Photofunia. Nothing interesting but the thought of her doing it for us, with our photos - love. She, who don't own a romantic bone at all, is my beloved girlfriend of 1 year, 11 months, 23 days which is exactly 724 days. These seven hundred odd days, I've done countless things that I simply don't understand why I did but I just did. Maybe you don't get what I'm driving at but to the most of you, 'all in the name of love', don't we all agree?

And for the rest of you, I hope that one day you will have the experience of doing something you do not understand for someone you love.


P/s: to one of my favourite girls, ban mian: i love you and thanks for the text last evening. it shocked me, indeed but after reading it, I feel like giving you a fat, juicy, 'exclusive; only for you' kiss. miss you a lot, if you're wondering! see you soon sweetheart :)
P/p/s: thank you bb, i love you so much (♥)

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Thursday, May 21, 2009

I'm not aware of how I could possibly love you without aching


Oh, LV love :)

Badminton was so, so good yesterday. I have to admit I never loved sports this much. I'm going to do it again, and I'm gonna do it on a weekly routine. Yesterday was probably the first time in few years since I last moved my muscles!!

And it is causing my whole body to ache like hell now............

Well, the result for not exercising regularly!! Bb said we'll gym next week but gotta plan again to fit Zel's and her timetable. Speaking of timetable, I'm jobless. One more week and class starts. Holy crap :(

And today, I was supposed to go over to Jems' for movie marathon but sighhh fever have to ruin it! It was horrible last night. Burning up at 38.6deg and I sat in front of the lappie all the way 'til 3am. Too hot I couldn't sleep at all!!

When you are sick, in bed, can't sleep and bored, you surf the net. So that is what I did for the past few days when I don't watch The Hills. Guess what I found! Super cutesy things :)

 
  
  
Hello Kitty or flowers? 
  
Katy Perry!
  
  
Hospital de Hello Kitty!
  
Effing cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  
  
 Hello Kitty AK47
  
Damn cute shoes that I wouldn't wear out if I have them!

Oh, today, Aunty Shirley & cousins came over :))))) totally made my day. My lovely voice kinda scared them. How horrible, I sound like a boy! And I spent the whole time job hunting, sending resumes and thinking of movies to watch/download, new psp games to download.

AND GUESS WHAT CAME IN THE MAIL TODAYYYY!!! The black bow headband I bought from Hippielippie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D I'm in love with it. My mom thinks I'm nuts for buying it at $10 hahaha. I'm contemplating to get the red one now. Or blue one?? Indecisive!

Ok, that's all folks. I'm gonna go watch The Hills or Gossip Girl. While blog-hopping, someone had to be spoiler and kinda blogged about the ending. Oh thanks much! I have to watch it 'cos I heard _ said _ to _!!!!!!!!! OK BAI

P/s: One week to our 2nd year :)
P/p/s: and no plans at all. :/

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Monday, May 18, 2009

Should you want me, I'm yours completely

 
Exams are over!!!!!!
So are the weekends, boohoo :( Within these two weeks, I'm going to do everything I wanna do :) But ughhhhhh flu has to come right now. I was saying that I wanna fall sick but not now!!!!! :( Ok back to update!

On Thursday, we had our last paper, Advertising. I sat in for the longest time! Usually I'd be out by 10am or latest 11am. I was in there until about 1145am! Amazed, I truly am.. I was actually done at 11am but I just wanna ensure that I wrote everything to the best of my knowledge.

After the paper, we went Far East Plaza for ayam penyet!!

 
  

Yummy food filled my tummy. I was about to burst! We went to walk around and spent almost 3-4 hours there shopping! Jems bought a pink polka dot dress & a vintage floral top from Litmus & a cutesy light blue jumper, and a pair of denim sandals to go with it! (That outfit was purrrrfeck for a picnic, I totally luv the look on her) Shimmy bought a acid wash button down mini skirt and a belt. And me? I only bought a pair of earrings :( I didn't see anything I like, dammit.

  
  
 
  

Went to visit bff @ work! We camwhored in her shop, talked and all that. There's a few more piccas of Jemsy posing as Micheal Jack Then we left for DFS :) After walked around DFS, we headed home. It was a great day, really. I love hanging out with the girls. Zoe, you should come on our next gathering ok!!!! :D

On Saturday, I booked tickets online the night before to catch 17 Again! Due to some interruptions, we were late but still, the show was amazing!!

 
  
  
 

The whole time in the theatres, I couldn't get my eyes off the screen at all. Hahaha he's soooo handsome!! Hotter than when he was in HSM3 ;)

After that, we walked to Cineleisure, then to Heeren. Bought something from Diva, finally!!!!!! It's been soooo long since I last bought something from Diva! Cabbed to Singapore Flyer for dinner. I was starving 'cos I missed lunch, thanks to the interruption. We had Popeye's again!

 
My favourite - 3 crispy chicken strips!
  
  
 

If you have not tried Popeye's, you really should! Get a mashed potato too. It is damn good! The fries are like, Long John Silver's. Very niceeeeeeeee! Don't try their onion rings, it taste quite bad :/ Like burnt? I don't know but looking at the pictures now, It's making me hungry :(

During dinner, we bumped into Vanessa & her girlfriend! They were looking for seats and we were sitting on a four-seater so we sat together. Talked, blah blah blah. We left after dinner, leaving them with theirs.

Thereafter, we took a bus to Far East :) Bought stuff for my jewelry making! Yay I'm finally gonna DIY something, so excited!! Walked around, bought nothing again. It really sucks to be me, bleah :(

Then we went for desserts!! I wanted Haagen Dazs but the last time we went there, it was so crowded that we couldn't get a seat and missed it so we decided to just go for Slice instead. Bumped into one of bb's secondary school friend, pretty Jeline :)

 
 

Yeh yeh Breakfast in Bed again!! We really need to hunt for new dessert place, bee, I know you are getting sick of Slice :/ I wanna try new food as well. Really need to hunt for them, hmm.. Walked to Wisma, GAP, F21 and took a train home.


It's been a long tme since we last took a photo together :) :)

 
  
Pick-ups this week :)

On Sunday, I spent the entire day at home. Had Long John Silver takeaway for dinner and watched Beverly Hills Chihuahua on the lappie! :)

Today, J, Zel & I went for lunch at Hougang Mall. Ban Mian (L)(L)(L)!!!! Deeeeeeelicious :> We went arcade after lunch hahaha it was fun!!

 
  
 

Spent $10 at the arcade. Bowling, street basketball, motorbike racing! After that, we took a train back and took LRT to Farmway! Went to the Mac's there for ice-cream and booked a court for badminton this Wednesday!! Sounds like an exciting week ahead but with the flu here...... :( I hope it isn't here to stay. The migraine is really killing me.

I guess I really need a lot of rest. I've been sleeping at 3am and waking up at 11am with approx 8 hours of sleep. NOT GOOD! I shall pop a pill and go to bed early tonight. Not sure if there is project meeting for GP tomorrow though.. I really hope I remember it wrongly so I get to stay home again tomorrow. Bleah, sucks to be ill :(

P/s: Oh HI and thanks for the comments! I'll reply to them on my next post, when I'm (hopefully) feeling better!


When you jerk away from holding hands with me, you didn't know these habits hurt important parts of me.
Remember when you were sweet & unexplainable?

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Wednesday, May 13, 2009

don't wanna fight no more

< rant >

I can't fight anymore. Limit is here, at the brim and I cannot go on anymore. No more one last try, let's try again - No. What point there is when I give in my all for this love and you barely gave..nothing? Not even two fucks. You care more about whether I did insult your best friend, or if there is anything else that you can protect, shield or side your best friend for. One more try for you to continue admiring your best friend in front of your failed girlfriend & smile & giggle whenever she is spoken of in our conversations or one more try for you to redeem yourself & make this good again?

So, what now? Best friend triumphs over your bloody girlfriend of coming 2 fucking years in exactly 16 days' time? What a right time all these came, my dear. Just when I thought I was in pure bliss, nothing I can ask for other than more time to spend with you and better days ahead. When you asked, I still thought it was ok 'cos things were going well, just exactly how I want it to be. I wished things would stay as they were but remember, they say good things don't last but bad ones last longer just so you would treasure the better ones when it comes. Good things, they don't last. Here comes the Huge problem with a capital H in bold.

Bravo. Well done. Good job! Fantastic. Excellent. So fabulous. What else can I say?

I will stop all that loving. Maybe one day when you love someone so much, you are willing to do everything for them, there is nothing that you wouldn't do for them and that someone turns their back on you, treats you less than how you oughta be treated then you'll know how hurt and painful this is. I'm not crying, not tearing either. I have made my mind that you will go one level down and more to go. And "until you love someone else?", I just pretended like I don't know what you are talking about but I totally got you. That is what you think. Just tell me how much you treasure this, or even me.

Oh wait, were you looking for a flight of stairs? Sorry, I didn't find a place big enough to build that stairs so you can get off the stage. You and everything you said to hurt, to prick & to irritate me will always be remembered.

I should be off to bed to dream of how to get more money for the supp paper for the upcoming/forth/last paper. Sigh, you win already lor, you can giggle and smile all you want.


Should I just put it simply that you were never in Team G? Fancy siding someone on the outside and not someone who is in the circle. (Y) Well done!

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Sunday, May 10, 2009

Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled


Happy Mumsy's Day!!
To all mothers, grandmothers, mothers-to-be, grandmothers-to-be :)
And also to you my mummy dearest! Your bag will arrive in two weeks, really hope you'd like it :)

On Wednesday, I spent the entire day studying. Lunch with Zel at Subway in the noon, bought mumsy's day presents for godmas & headed back home to study. The email from Anna ruined my mood and entire day to study. But thank God for girlfriend & bff <3

On Thursday, the paper started at 9am. Poor Jemsy didn't slept a wink at all just to cram everything into her head. She looked extremely dreamy! I thought I was the worst 'cos I slept at 3am & woke up at 6am but she was worse!! I was just as dreamy..so dreamy that I left my waterbottle & left the classroom & only realised it when I wanted to drink while waiting for bff, Jems & Shimmy. After they were all done, girlfriend came to hand in her insurance and we left together. Jems went home, Shimmy went to work, the three of us went to Far East for lunch. Graffiti Cafe for pontian mee!



To be honest, the food is good. But what I really hate is the numbering. There'll be number-calling for you to get your food when it's ready and it sounds like you're at the clinic. When we first heard it, bff was like, "What the hell, sounds like we're in the clinic & it's damn irritating!" Imagine if there's 5 customers in queue and it keeps ringing like no tomorrow..... Bff ate as fast as she could, she left immediately after that for work. After girlfriend & I were done, I bought a pair of plain black high waist shorts! Finally :) Visited bff at work after her boss left. Tried on the clothes and left after awhile. Bought my pens from Muji Paragon, then took a bus to girlfriend's place. I wanted to sleep but girlfriend kept disturbing me, asking me about Restaurant City, bloghopping and all that. Stayed on until about 6ish and cabbed home. I was so tired, I fell asleep in the cab!

She said we'd be friends again, because she could see from your eyes that you wanna patch things up but something is stopping you. I'm wondering if it's her.. And I do hope her sixth sense is right. Honestly, I do want our friendship back. I miss being your friend. I miss "I don't know, I don't care, I love cheap cheap underwear". I miss being your sister's friend. I miss being your sister's boyfriend's friend.

On Friday, I had lunch with the family at Swensen's. Dad was so sweet to accompany us during lunch. But a lot more unhappy things happened, bloody hell. I was damn pissed off but whatever, it's over and nothing will ever change until the day I can finally walk out of this. Anyway, mom bought me a dress (which I hate it already) and a tube top from Outfitter Girls! Sweeeeeeet :)

We had coffee after dinner at Ya Kun :) Sissy had eggs and I bought hotdog from the nearby store, I forgot what's the name :x We also bought coiled bands from the accessories storea at the mall!

 
 


Weekends came and went really quick. I spent both days at home studying. Saturday's dinner was at Jalan Malu Malu. THE WORST MEAL I EVER HAD, THE WORST PLACE TO HAVE IT AT AS WELL. The whole place was filled with roaches, lizards & mozzies!! Bloody disgusting I hate that place. I don't deny the food is pretty good there but nooooooooo way! Environment places a big part too, doesn't it!? I told mom I would never ever go to that place ever again. First and the last time it shall be!

 
This is the stupid place, so damn crowded!


Tonight's dinner was the best of the best. We went for zi char at Toa Payoh, our all-time favourite place. Cereal prawns, chilli crabs, sambal kangkong and yam cake! Afterwards, we went to Anchorvale McDonald's for ice-cream! I'm very full now... I cannot finish my fruit at all but I eally have to try and finish it bleah :(

 
  
  
  
 

Looking at the pictures now makes me feel like puking out everything... I'm so damn bloody full! Oh, and sorry for the blur pictures!! My phone is really destroyed. It is in a real bad condition. I forgot to bring the cam along so I just had to use the phone's camera. And also, I'm very uncertain about the watermarks. Should I do it, or should I not. I don't know. Got overdue photos from Monday & Tuesday but I'll upload them in the next post, probably.

Two more papers to go, four more days & I'm done with this. Two weeks break, and class starts again. Oh my god, this really sucks. Meanwhile, I'll need a part-time job. I don't wanna be lazing around doing nothing & waiting for money to come in like that. I'm logging off after this. Early today because..long story. All started with the AC in the master bedroom to be down, ugh!

P/s: Zel is watching HSM3 on DVD for the 38759837347239847th time.

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