Maybe I'm not your everything & I'm never ever gonna be

Another day of hardcore mugging
Another day of reading Econs notes & only Econs notes
Another day of sitting at the long table in the library with bff
Another day of buying drinks/food from Cafe Galilee

I want 24th to come quick but then again, I need more time to study :(

 

When can we have some alone time :(
i miss cuddling with you bee.
i miss staying over at your crib,
like we own the whole house,
like this is a brand new life of ours together.

i want to feel loved again ♥  P/s: i feel like eating cup kimchi noodles now :(

I never thought I’d say, I’m fine without you

Seriously, I need the blogging bug to be back. Once I stopped blogging, I can't start. :( I don't want this blog to end up abandoned.

Anyway, today I went to the dentist with mom. The bus ride there was..thoughtful. But I like bus rides :) Had lunch with dad and mom at the hawker center. Chatted for awhile before dad left & it was time for our appointment. The nurse took my temperature & said, "Hm, 37.2 degree. Drink more water ah. Now weather hot, drink more water hor. Drink more water ah." I was like oh okay.......aren't you a dentist's nurse? :/ Mom went in first. Thank God there's wireless@sg there, I was quite bored while waiting. When it was my turn, the dentist said everything is okay hehe yay! After I was done, mom asked if the dentist did mentioned to me that I should stop eating sweets hahahah :D

The weather looked like it was gonna rain when we were about to leave. Walked around AMK hub. Walked pass Koi Cafe!! I heard their bubble tea is pretty good. We saw this girl carrying one of the cups. Half the cup was filled with pearls! Hahaha mom said no wonder it's so expensive, 'cos of the pearls! But it sure does look yummy.. Must try it soon!

Took 86 back home. I was very lazy to walk out to the 159 bus stop :P and I told mom that bff said 86 is pretty fast, about half an hour or so. IN THE END IT TOOK US ABOUT 45 MINUTES!! Bff's estimation not accurate at all :@ went to the mall. Bought some food & went back home.


I've got an interview tomorrow at this accessories shop. I'm having second thoughts now. Bff said one of her friends worked for them & she said it's very tiring & you don't get to sit!! Cannot use lappie either. How now brown cow? :( it is not the kind of job that I want. If I can use lappie, means I can still do my work & all that while working... :(

Anyhoos, I'm gonna go study with bff tomorrow. Ayam penyet & kimchi ramen! We've already planned what to eat :D she's been craving for kimchi ramen & I've been craving for ayam penyet. Thanks to Shermaine who mentioned it on Plurk hahaha we MUST study tomorrow, MUST!!!!!

Bad day of pretending, bad night of arguements.

My arms won't free you; my heart won't try

Love is the scars on your knees, the leftover food in the refrigerator, the song the birds sing, the pain you inflict, the sweet nothingness that flutters from your lover's mouth, a half-complete cigarette, diet coke which fizzles on your tongue, the rainbow sprinkles on your cupcake, the battered package you received in the mail the other day, the sound of wind escaping through a small gap in the window, the dampness of your hair, the chipped red varnish on your fingernails, your grandmother's musical box, the ballet shoes you've had since you were five, the music playing on your car stereo, the flaky paint on your walls, the bubblegum stuck under desks, the tooth-fairy, your hands and the things you can make with them, the kisses you blow, the clothes you wear, 5 AM morning breath, your sensitive teeth, the tingly feeling you get when you get touched at certain parts of your body, the tangles in your lover's hair, sleepless nights, overdosing on painkillers, undeserved success and recognition, telling lies and not getting caught, blacking out from consuming too much alcohol, being desired by multiple parties, solving a mathematical problem, watching the people around you, watching the people messing up around you, screaming out your window in the middle of the night, flaming your lover's ex, smudged mascara, disheveled hair and smeared lipstick, the coffee and bagel you digest on a daily basis, little children, silence, recyclable materials, trees, photosynthesis, growth, development.

No, love is you, I, and a careless mixture of everything else we worry about.

x at least three folders of overdue photos to blog about
x GP presentation on monday, which is also our 25th anniversary
x meeting bb on sunday to get her new phone, and a dinner together to celebrate our anni
x bought new adapter for lappie which cost me $85 :@
x out with the girls on thurs was fab though all of us were restless but still happy
x had dinner with bff & bb at ajisen today
x school drained the shit out of me, now i'm so tired & in need of yokoyoko
x lastly, happy birthday jemsybaby :) enjoy your big 2! we luv you (L)!

So here's my heart I'll give over & over again

HI I'M BACK WITH MY AUNTY HAIRDOOOOO~ I sat in the saloon for half a day for this hairdo. It is a life-changing decision, yknow. I never changed my hair style since my bangs days... I don't know if I were to say that I like or what. But I was really hoping for more of the natural look. I showed Aunty Brenda the picture of Vanessa Hudgens 'cos I really adoreeeeee her wave and fringe but it didn't turn out the same way. :( Aunt said it will after I wash my hair tomorrow. I really do hope so..

 

Uh this picture sure don't look like me.. Omg I see excess fats all on my face!

Anyway, I don't know if you guys know about the MTV Movie Awards. Robsten won the Best Kiss Performance!




Click on the images for the link to the video!

Do you think they deserve to win? I really think that Zanessa should win 'cos their kiss on HSM3 was so so so passionate. Much more better than Robsten on Twilight. They are both my favourite celebrity couples though. :> Wanna know more about the MTV Movie Awards 2009, you can watch it on MTV.com.


I shall blog about our second year anniversary!! Teehee how excited ^^

Girlf came to pick me after her class. When I met her at the mall, I realised her whole point of picking me up is to surprise me with the Apple red earpiece I wanted, which is only available at the Best Denki here. Awww :) but sadly, it is sold out. Wow, just when she planned to get it!! :(

Never mind about that. So we travelled to Cineleisure for lunch at Kobayashi! Love the food there~~
I had the omelette, girlf had the kimchi ramen. It is really good.

 

  

  

Love it when she is this happy =)

Wanted to catch Night at the Museum 2 but time clashes with our plan. Our plan was to have dinner at Vivo City Hog's Breath then to Clarke Quay to have cakes & still head home early to rest. We didn't get to watch the movie in the end. Postponed to another day! Checked out at iShop, they don't carry the same earpiece either. Grrr.. Should've just bought it that day huh. I really want an iTouch. Girlf said she'll ask my friends to share and get one for me. Oh sho schweet but then bff said she'll get me a Chanel bag, right bff???? :D HAHAHAHA

We didn't have anywhere specific to go so we just walked from place to place. Went to Taka! I was very tempted to get Auntie Anne & Churros. Omg cinnamon sugar (L) But I didn't! I saved space for a dinner that didn't turn out just the way I want it to be.... Then we walked to Wisma. Walked around, went to a few boutiques, saw few familiar faces. Headed off to Vivo City at around 4pm.

Went to the pet shop! The hamsters were so adorable!!!! Some sleeping, eating from their little pockets in their mouths, some playing on the wheel. Damn adorable. I'd love to have a pet :( if only mom isn't so particular about cleanliness around the house, hm.

 

Top: Online
Bottom: Far East Plaza
Bag: Louis Vuitton
Shoes: Far East Plaza

Earrings: Far East Plaza
Necklace: Chanel
Heart ring: Sketchbooklabel.lj
Bangles & bracelet: Diva

The background reminds me of Maria Mena's Calm Under The Waves. I love the new earrings a lot. It's a heart locket. I'm gonna make one of these really soon!

When we arrived at Hog's Breath.....

 

"...closed for reservations."

ARGH. This was what that spoilt our plans :( so we had Marche instead!!! Which also really excites me 'cos I have been craving for it since the last time I had it with girlf on our sixth month anniversary! Thinking of the food now really makes me drool....

 

  

Calamari Rings

Cream of Mushroom

 

I don't know what is this but it's nice!

We had a nice long dinner which cost us less than $50. Cosy, though noisy but I love it there. I can people-watch from the windows, with all my favourite food on the table. Hm, perfeckkkk :) A pity we didn't order Rosti this time. The queue was really long! And by the time it shortens, we were so full. I was bloated! After dinner, we sat by the waters, just the way I always wanted to do. Though it was quite crowded there, with every other couple or group of friends sitting around, eating, talking, we still enjoyed ourselves.

 

  

  

Fav!!!!!! (L)


Familiar? She had something like this too!


 

hey no mind the fats ah :D

Because we both didn't wanna spend too much as the two of us are on budget, girlf suggested that we get a watch for each other & make it our couple watch. Guess what? Despite today being our 735th day together, it is our first couple watch. Or our couple whatever. I know right!?!

 

Not a fan of watches like girlf is but I really like this one =)

She was so happy and excited that she wore it around the house the next day, and can't stop raving about it. I was just waiting in silent for a time to wear this out teehee and yesterday I did! I wore to class :D

Oh, not forgetting, my RL package for mom arrived on Saturday! I woke up to my maid telling me that my package has arrived. I was so happy, I jumped out of bed immediately. Although it is not for me, but I am still happy because I know mom will be thrilled. And indeed, she came through the door & I stood there posing with the bag in my pjs, she was like, "Oh, it's here!?!!" And I replied her, "Oh, not yet not yet.." Hahaha she said, "Oh okay then, continue waiting." Bloody hell. She saw it already & she still can tell me continue waiting..

I am sooooooooo going to get the red one. I cannot stop carrying this tote around like it's mine & dad thought I was gonna tell mom that I wanna use it. Yeh right, it's for her, how can I use it first!? Teehee wait until she don't wanna use it ~ :D

Because bff & girlf is asleep, I'm not talking to anyone on Plurk/Twitter, I think I will turn in early tonight. Really need my body clock to workkkkkk. Lunch with mama tomorrow, and unconfirmed day out with the girls after!

I don't miss you, but I miss who you used to be

Saturday//
Bloody sick, fever, nose, cough, throat
Han's for lunch
Shopping @ FEP
Bought a dress
Bb bought a Topman cardigan
Pasir Ris MRT, walked to Downtown East
Reminded me of bb's 20th birthday chalet, so much fun we had
Went to Corinne's 21st birthday celebration bbq!
So honored to be invited ^^ hope you like the dress, C! Enjoy yourself at BKK :)
Stayed 'til about 10ish
Walked to White Sands, took 89 back home

Happy birthday, ah meow//meowlyn//m//act one van der Woodsen :)

Sunday//
Home all day
The Hills & CJ7 kept me busy
So glad Kay Kay won S factor!!

 

 

Shenae Grimes on JustJared

You'd know her as Annie Wilson if you watched 90210. I don't get it why people hate her so much on the show. I thought she was quite likable! And rumors said that she's gonna turn into a bad girl in 90210 S2. She's been a goody good two shoes for way too long. Some drama for Annie! I like her pair of lace leggings, so pretty.

Taken from: failblog.org

ONE SLUT TO GO PLEASE!
Seeeeeeriously, Raffles Hotel??? I wonder what 'Slut' this is. Food or whatever it is. I really wanna know. Damn kpo!

School's starting next week and I happily spent the entire (almost) two weeks break lazing at home. Job-hunting just now. Sent out my resume at least more than 10x!! I'm hoping to get some replies tomorrow. Candy Empire, which I sent my resume to last week, called me this afternoon! And due to some issues, they are gonna call me back on Monday instead. I hope they put me at Harbourfront instead of Millinia Walk. Travelling from Queenstown - City Hall - Sengkang/Bukit Panjang = DIE DIE DIE! Talking about Queenstown, I need to make payment for remodule really soon :( byebye $241

On a lighter note, coming Wednesday we're gonna go play badminton again but it is with Aunt Shirley! Looking forward :> Thursday, hanging out with my girls!! Sexcited. Though I don't know what are we gonna do hehe. Oh, this reminds me. WHEN IS OUR BFF TIMES HUH BFF!? BLOODY HELL.

Ok bye this space is getting so boring. I've recovered so it's time for my camera to be back in action. :)

I'm not aware of how I could possibly love you without aching

Oh, LV love :)

Badminton was so, so good yesterday. I have to admit I never loved sports this much. I'm going to do it again, and I'm gonna do it on a weekly routine. Yesterday was probably the first time in few years since I last moved my muscles!!

And it is causing my whole body to ache like hell now............

Well, the result for not exercising regularly!! Bb said we'll gym next week but gotta plan again to fit Zel's and her timetable. Speaking of timetable, I'm jobless. One more week and class starts. Holy crap :(

And today, I was supposed to go over to Jems' for movie marathon but sighhh fever have to ruin it! It was horrible last night. Burning up at 38.6deg and I sat in front of the lappie all the way 'til 3am. Too hot I couldn't sleep at all!!

When you are sick, in bed, can't sleep and bored, you surf the net. So that is what I did for the past few days when I don't watch The Hills. Guess what I found! Super cutesy things :)

 

  

  

Hello Kitty or flowers? 

  

Katy Perry!

  

  

Hospital de Hello Kitty!

  

Effing cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  

  

 Hello Kitty AK47

  

Damn cute shoes that I wouldn't wear out if I have them!

Oh, today, Aunty Shirley & cousins came over :))))) totally made my day. My lovely voice kinda scared them. How horrible, I sound like a boy! And I spent the whole time job hunting, sending resumes and thinking of movies to watch/download, new psp games to download.

AND GUESS WHAT CAME IN THE MAIL TODAYYYY!!! The black bow headband I bought from Hippielippie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D I'm in love with it. My mom thinks I'm nuts for buying it at $10 hahaha. I'm contemplating to get the red one now. Or blue one?? Indecisive!

Ok, that's all folks. I'm gonna go watch The Hills or Gossip Girl. While blog-hopping, someone had to be spoiler and kinda blogged about the ending. Oh thanks much! I have to watch it 'cos I heard _ said _ to _!!!!!!!!! OK BAI

P/s: One week to our 2nd year :)
P/p/s: and no plans at all. :/

Should you want me, I'm yours completely

 
Exams are over!!!!!!
So are the weekends, boohoo :( Within these two weeks, I'm going to do everything I wanna do :) But ughhhhhh flu has to come right now. I was saying that I wanna fall sick but not now!!!!! :( Ok back to update!

On Thursday, we had our last paper, Advertising. I sat in for the longest time! Usually I'd be out by 10am or latest 11am. I was in there until about 1145am! Amazed, I truly am.. I was actually done at 11am but I just wanna ensure that I wrote everything to the best of my knowledge.

After the paper, we went Far East Plaza for ayam penyet!!

 

  

Yummy food filled my tummy. I was about to burst! We went to walk around and spent almost 3-4 hours there shopping! Jems bought a pink polka dot dress & a vintage floral top from Litmus & a cutesy light blue jumper, and a pair of denim sandals to go with it! (That outfit was purrrrfeck for a picnic, I totally luv the look on her) Shimmy bought a acid wash button down mini skirt and a belt. And me? I only bought a pair of earrings :( I didn't see anything I like, dammit.

  

  

 

  

Went to visit bff @ work! We camwhored in her shop, talked and all that. There's a few more piccas of Jemsy posing as Micheal Jack Then we left for DFS :) After walked around DFS, we headed home. It was a great day, really. I love hanging out with the girls. Zoe, you should come on our next gathering ok!!!! :D

On Saturday, I booked tickets online the night before to catch 17 Again! Due to some interruptions, we were late but still, the show was amazing!!

 

  

  

 

The whole time in the theatres, I couldn't get my eyes off the screen at all. Hahaha he's soooo handsome!! Hotter than when he was in HSM3 ;)

After that, we walked to Cineleisure, then to Heeren. Bought something from Diva, finally!!!!!! It's been soooo long since I last bought something from Diva! Cabbed to Singapore Flyer for dinner. I was starving 'cos I missed lunch, thanks to the interruption. We had Popeye's again!

 

My favourite - 3 crispy chicken strips!

  

  

 

If you have not tried Popeye's, you really should! Get a mashed potato too. It is damn good! The fries are like, Long John Silver's. Very niceeeeeeeee! Don't try their onion rings, it taste quite bad :/ Like burnt? I don't know but looking at the pictures now, It's making me hungry :(

During dinner, we bumped into Vanessa & her girlfriend! They were looking for seats and we were sitting on a four-seater so we sat together. Talked, blah blah blah. We left after dinner, leaving them with theirs.

Thereafter, we took a bus to Far East :) Bought stuff for my jewelry making! Yay I'm finally gonna DIY something, so excited!! Walked around, bought nothing again. It really sucks to be me, bleah :(

Then we went for desserts!! I wanted Haagen Dazs but the last time we went there, it was so crowded that we couldn't get a seat and missed it so we decided to just go for Slice instead. Bumped into one of bb's secondary school friend, pretty Jeline :)

 

 

Yeh yeh Breakfast in Bed again!! We really need to hunt for new dessert place, bee, I know you are getting sick of Slice :/ I wanna try new food as well. Really need to hunt for them, hmm.. Walked to Wisma, GAP, F21 and took a train home.

It's been a long tme since we last took a photo together :) :)

 

  

Pick-ups this week :)

On Sunday, I spent the entire day at home. Had Long John Silver takeaway for dinner and watched Beverly Hills Chihuahua on the lappie! :)

Today, J, Zel & I went for lunch at Hougang Mall. Ban Mian (L)(L)(L)!!!! Deeeeeeelicious :> We went arcade after lunch hahaha it was fun!!

 

  

 

Spent $10 at the arcade. Bowling, street basketball, motorbike racing! After that, we took a train back and took LRT to Farmway! Went to the Mac's there for ice-cream and booked a court for badminton this Wednesday!! Sounds like an exciting week ahead but with the flu here...... :( I hope it isn't here to stay. The migraine is really killing me.

I guess I really need a lot of rest. I've been sleeping at 3am and waking up at 11am with approx 8 hours of sleep. NOT GOOD! I shall pop a pill and go to bed early tonight. Not sure if there is project meeting for GP tomorrow though.. I really hope I remember it wrongly so I get to stay home again tomorrow. Bleah, sucks to be ill :(

P/s: Oh HI and thanks for the comments! I'll reply to them on my next post, when I'm (hopefully) feeling better!

When you jerk away from holding hands with me, you didn't know these habits hurt important parts of me.
Remember when you were sweet & unexplainable?